I was at the cafe again tonight like most nights… reading and regaining a foothold in the Chinese language. I took a brake from my algebra, mostly because I’m at an intimidating place.
I was really blessed today as I read more of Corrie Ten Boom’s ‘The Hiding Place’! As I read about the aunt who complained about her circumstances I heard echoes of my own complaints about my current job situation. I really need to repent of my negative attitude towards my current job. Even if my job isn’t the best in the world, it can’t be the worst either. I really need to get back to a place where I can be thankful for the blessings I’ve gotten, and be thankful to the one who gave them.
I guess that runs well with today’s devotion in Job. Even after losing his children, Job recognizes the one who gave them to him in the first place. I can only imagine what wasn’t said in the few short verses as he tore his robes, but at the same time fell in worship. I personally believe he recalled all the time that he was given to be with his children before they were taken and began thanking God!
Today’s Experiencing God devotional was also extremely poignant. It bluntly confronted the bitterness in my heart and didn’t allow any escape!
When I returned home from the café I unexpectedly found that the folks over at Gospel For Asia had sent me a packet of information for their Road to Reality internship, they also sent a copy of the book by KP Yohannan by the same name. I’m really excited to start it.
Which brings my current list of ongoing reading to include: The Hiding Place by Corrie Ten Boom, Christian In Complete Armor by William Gurnall, Sodom Had No Bible and Tried and Transfigured by Leonard Ravenhill, Promise of the Spirit by Charles Finney, The Cost of Discipleship by Dietrich Boenhoffer and The Life and Diary of David Brainerd by Jonathan Edwards. And soon Road to Reality by KP Yohannan! I’ve got to be better about devoting myself to one book until I finish it versus bouncing around between armfuls of them!