In some ways it feels like things are slowing down, but at the same time I feel like I’m caught up in a sprint fast approaching a heart attack. So much has changed in my life in such a short time, but the little details stand out brighter and clearer than ever. God has been confirming through many new insights into His Word that I am on the doorsteps of a grand new adventure, and this morning in talking with a friend about our impending old age I couldn’t help but remember a quote from the Will Ferrell movie Stranger than Fiction. Faced with his inevitable death Harold struggles to come to terms with who he is, I think hidden in here is some great wisdom.
Dr. Jules Hilbert: Hell Harold, you could just eat nothing but pancakes if you wanted.
Harold Crick: What is wrong with you? Hey, I don’t want to eat nothing but pancakes, I want to live! I mean, who in their right mind in a choice between pancakes and living chooses pancakes?
Dr. Jules Hilbert: Harold, if you pause to think, you’d realize that that answer is inextricably contingent upon the type of life being led… and, of course, the quality of the pancakes.
God has been preparing me for a new adventure, I’ve been praying about all of the things that I can do before going to grad school, assuming that I get accepted somewhere. I’ve been praying about visiting friends in different locations around the world, and about possibly doing some short term ministry. This morning I prayed about visiting my friend Yu in Japan, and while making some phone calls at work later in the morning I saw an urgent need for an English speaker to work with a church in Japan on the OMF website. I really want to see what doors God can open and what exciting adventures he has in store for this coming year, and for the rest of my life.
Dwight Lyman Moody said in a Sermon on the eighth chapter of Romans something which I find very refreshing in this present moment. ‘Note that the difference between a believer and an unbeliever is right here. An unbeliever is living in his day, and he has nothing but a long dark eternal night to look forward to; a Christian is now living in his night, and he has a grand morning that he is looking forward to. The day is ahead, the glory is ahead, the best of life is ahead; it is not behind.’ The best is yet to come.