Wheaton College

Tomorrow is my first day of classes at Wheaton College where I’ll be pursuing a graduate degree in Intercultural Studies. I had an orientation at the college this past Friday, and spent most of today going over a check list of things that I needed to do to tie up loose ends.

So far the jury is out as to what I feel about the college. The buildings are nice, and people seem to be genuinely kind. I really hope that I will be able to get closer to Jesus here.

Another Year

It is hard to believe that things have changed so much in the last year. ‘Change’ was a word associated with politics as much as it was a reality concerning the economy.

In the past year a lot of things have changed in my life. In January I was still working for Crista Ministries, I was serving as a Perspectives task force member, I went to Missions Fest Vancouver with Colin Wilson. Since then I have moved on from Crista, been accepted to graduate school at Wheaton College and served as a short-term missionary in Japan.

I spent New Years with my church in Seattle and was able to reflect on the past year -I have truly received so much grace and a deepened knowledge of God’s love. There are so many things to say, but I can’t find any words for them.

Fasting

I have made the decision to fast from the internet for the foreseeable future here in Tokyo. I have so much to do, and the internet is a huge distraction! Sorry, no more M’Cheyne sermons for a while, not that anyone was reading them besides me.

The Sermons of Rev. Robert Murray M’Cheyne - Sermon XXV.

OUR DUTY TO ISRAEL.

“To the Jew first.” -Rom. i., 16

MUST people are ashamed of the Gospel of Christ. The wise are ashamed of it, because it calls men to believe and not to argue; the great are ashamed of it, because it brings ail into one body; the rich are ashamed of it, because it is to be had without money and without price; the gay are ashamed of it, because they fear it will destroy all their mirth; and so the good news of the glorious Son of God having conic into the world a surety for lost sinners, is despised, uncared for -men are ashamed of it. Who are not ashamed of it? A little company, those whose hearts the Spirit of God has touched. They were once like the world and of it, but He awakened them to see their sin and misery, and that Christ alone was a refuge, and now they cry, None but Christ, none but Christ! God forbid that I should glory save in the cross of Christ. He is precious to their heart; he lives there; he is often on their lips, he is praised in their family; they would fain proclaim him to all the world. They have felt in their own experience that the gospel is the power of God unto salvation, to the Jew first, and also to the Greek. Dear friends, is this your experience? Have you received the Gospel not in word only but in power? Has the power of God been put forth upon your soul along with the word? Then this word is yours; I am not ashamed of the Gospel of Christ.

One peculiarity in this statement I wish you to notice. -He glories in the Gospel as the power of God unto salvation to the Jew first, from which I draw this DOCTRINE, -That the Gospel should be preached first to the Jews.

1. Because judgment will begin with them. -Rom. ii., 6-10. “Indignation and wrath, to the Jew first.” It is an awful thought that the Jew will be the first to stand forward at the bar of God to be judged. When the great white throne is set, and He sits down upon it from whose face the heavens and earth flee away; when the dead, small and great, stand before God and the books are opened, and the dead are judged out of those things that are written in the books, is it not a striking thought that Israel, poor blinded Israel, will be the first to stand in judgment before God?

When the Son of Man shall come in his glory, and all the holy angels with him, when he shall sit upon the throne of his glory, and before him shall be gathered all nations, and he shall separate them one from another, as a shepherd divideth his sheep from the goats; when the awful sentence comes forth from his holy lips, depart ye cursed; and when the guilty many shall move away from before him into everlasting punishment; is it not enough to make the most careless among you pause and consider, that the indignation and wrath shall first come upon the Jew; that their faces will gather a deeper paleness, their knees knock more against each other, and their hearts die within them more than others?

Why is this? Because they have had more light than any other people. God chose them out of the world to be his witnesses. Every prophet was sent first to them; every evangelist and apostle had a message for them. Messiah came to them. He said, “I am not sent but to the lost sheep of the house of Israel.” The word of God is still addressed to them. They still have it pure and unadulterated in their hand; yet they have sinned against all this light, against all this love. “O Jerusalem, Jerusalem, thou that killest the prophets, and stonest them which are sent unto thee, how often would I have gathered thy children together, even as a hen gathereth her chickens under her wings, and ye would not!” Their cup of wrath is fuller than that of other men, their sea of wrath is deeper. On their very faces you may read in every clime that the curse of God is over them.

Is not this a reason, then, why the gospel should first be preached to the Jew? They are ready to perish, to perish more dreadfully than other men. The cloud of indignation and wrath that is even now gathering above the lost, will break first upon the head of the guilty, unhappy, unbelieving Israel. And have you none of the bowels of Christ in you, that you will not run first to them that are in so sad a case? In a hospital, the kind physician runs first to that bed where the sick man lies who is nearest to die. When a ship is sinking, and the gallant sailors have left the shore to save the sinking crew, do they not stretch out the arm of help first to those that are readiest to perish beneath the waves? And shall we not do the same for Israel? The billows of God’s anger are ready to dash first over them; shall we not seek to bring them first to the rock that is higher than they? Their case is more desperate than that of other men; shall we not bring the good physician to them, who alone can bring health and cure? for the gospel is the power of God unto salvation, to the Jew first and also to the Greek.

I cannot leave this head without speaking a word to those of you who are in a situation very similar to that of Israel; to you who have the word of God in your hands, and yet are unbelieving and unsaved. In many respects, Scotland may be called God’s second Israel. No other land has its Sabbath as Scotland has no other land has the Bible as Scotland has; no other land has the gospel preached free as the air we breathe, fresh as the stream from the everlasting hills. O then, think for a moment, you who sit under the shade of faithful ministers, and yet remain unconcerned and unconverted, and are not brought to sit under the shade of Christ, think how like your wrath will be to that of the unbelieving Jew. And think, again, of the marvellous grace of Christ, that the gospel is first to you. The more that your sins are like scarlet and like crimson, the more is the blood free to you that washes white as snow; for this is still his word to all his ministers, Begin at Jerusalem.

8. It is like God to care first for the Jews. -It is the chief glory and joy of a soul to be like God. You remember this was the glory of that condition in which Adam was created. “Let us make man in our image, after our likeness.” His understanding was without a cloud. He saw, in some measure, as God seeth. His will flowed in the same channel with God’s will. His affections fastened on the same objects which God also loved. When man fell, we lost all this, and became children of the devil, and not children of God. But when a lost soul is brought to Christ, and receives the Holy Ghost, he puts off the old man, and puts on the new man, which after God is created in righteousness and true holiness. It is our true joy in this world to be like God. Too many rest in the joy of being forgiven, but our truest joy is to be like him. O rest not, beloved, till you are renewed after His image, till you partake of the Divine nature. Long for the day when Christ shall appear, and we shall be fully like him, for we shall see him as he is.

Now, what I wish to insist upon at present is, that we should be like God, even in those things which are peculiar. We should be like him in understanding, in will, in holiness, and also in his peculiar affections.  Love is of God, and every one that loveth is born of God, and knoweth God. He that loveth not knoweth not God, for God is love.” But the whole Bible shows that God has a peculiar affection for Israel. You remember when the Jews were in Egypt, sorely oppressed by their taskmasters, God heard their cry, and appeared to Moses -”I have seen, I have seen, the affliction of my people, and I have heard their cry, for I know their sorrows.”

And, again, when God brought them through the wilderness, Moses tells them why he did it; Deut. vii., 7. “The Lord did not set his love upon you, nor choose you because ye were more in number than any people, for ye were the fewest of all people, but because the Lord loved you.” Strange, sovereign, most peculiar love. He loved them because he loved them. Should we not be like God in this peculiar attachment?

But you say God has sent them into captivity. Now, it is true God hath scattered them into every land. “The precious sons of Zion, comparable to fine gold, how are they esteemed as earthen pitchers!” -Lam. iv., 2. But what says God of this? “I have left mine house, I have forsaken mine heritage, I have given the dearly beloved of my soul into the hand of her enemies.” -Jer. xii., 7. It is true that Israel is given, for a little moment, into the hand of her enemies, but it is as true that they are still the dearly beloved of his soul. Should we not give them the same place in our heart which God gives them in his heart? Shall we be ashamed to cherish the same affection which our heavenly Father cherishes? Shall we be ashamed to be unlike the world, and like God in this peculiar love for captive Israel ?

But you say God has cast them off. Hath God cast away his people which he foreknew? God forbid! The whole Bible contradicts such an idea. Jer. xxxi., 20, “Is Ephraim my dear son? is he a pleasant child? for since I spake against him, I do earnestly remember him still. Therefore my bowels are troubled for him I will surely have mercy upon him, saith the Lord.” “I will plant them again in their own land assuredly, with my whole heart and with my whole soul.” “Zion saith, the Lord hath forsaken me, and my Lord hath forgotten me. Can a woman forget her sucking child, that she should not have compassion on the son of her womb? Yea, they may forget, yet will I not forget thee.” -Isaiah xlix., 14. “And so all Israel shall be saved, as it is written, There shall come out of Zion the Deliverer, and shall turn away ungodliness from Jacob.” Now the simple question for each of you is, and for our beloved Church, Should we not share with God in his peculiar affection for Israel? If we are filled with the Spirit of God, should we not love as he loves? Should we not grave Israel upon the palms of our hands, and resolve that through our mercy they also may obtain mercy.

3. Because there is peculiar access to the Jews. -In almost all the countries we have visited this fact is quite remarkable; indeed it seems in many places as if the only door left open to the Christian missionary is the door of preaching to the Jews.

We spent some time in Tuscany, the freest state in the whole of Italy. There you dare not preach the Gospel to the Roman Catholic population. The moment you give a tract or a Bible, it is carried to the priest, and by the priest to the Government, and immediate banishment is the certain result. But the door is open to the Jews. No man cares for their souls; and therefore you may carry the Gospel to them freely.

The same is the case in Egypt and Palestine. -You dare not preach the Gospel to the deluded followers of Mahomet; but you may stand in the open market place and preach the Gospel to the Jews, no man forbidding you. We visited every town in the Holy Land where Jews are found. In Jerusalem and in Hebron we spoke to them all the words of this life. In Sychar we reasoned with them in the synagogue, and in the open bazaar. In Chaifa, at the foot of Carmel, we met with them in the synagogue. In Sidon also we discoursed freely to them of Jesus. In Tyre we first visited them in the synagogue and at the house of the Rabbi, and then they returned our visit; for when we had lain down in the khan for the heat of mid-day, they came to us in crowds. The Hebrew Bible was produced, and passage after passage explained, none making us afraid. In Saphet, and Tiberias, and Acre, we had the like freedom. There is indeed perfect liberty in the Holy Land to carry the Gospel to the Jew.

In Constantinople, if you were to preach to the Turks, as some have tried, banishment is the consequence; but to the Jew you may carry the message. In Wallchia and Moldavia the smallest attempt to convert a Greek would draw down the instant vengeance of the holy Synod and of the Government. But in every town we went freely to the Jews -in Bucarest, in Foxany, in Jassy and in many a remote Wallachian hamlet, we spoke without hindrance the message to Israel. The door is wide open.

In Austria, where no missionary of any kind is allowed, still we found the Jews willing to hear. In their synagogues we always found a sanctuary open to us, and often when they knew they could have exposed us, they concealed that we had been there.

In Prussian Poland, the door is wide open to nearly 100,000 Jews. You dare not preach to the poor Rationalist Protestants. Even in Protestant Prussia this would not be allowed; but you may preach the Gospel to the Jews. By the law of the land every church is open to an ordained minister; and one of the missionaries assured me that he often preached to 400 or 500 Jews and Jewesses at a time. Schools for Jewish children are also allowed. We visited three of them, and heard the children taught the way of salvation by a Redeemer. Twelve years ago the Jews would not have come near a church.

If these things be true, and I appeal to all of you who know these countries if it is not; if the door in one direction is shut, and the door to Israel is so widely open; O do you not think that God is saying by his Providence as well as by his Word, Go rather to the lost sheep of the house of Israel? Do you think that our Church, knowing these things, will be guiltless if we do not obey the call? for the Gospel is the power of God unto salvation, to the Jew first, and also to the Greek.

4. Because they will give life to the dead world. -I have often thought that a reflective traveller, passing through the countries of this world, and observing the race of Israel in every land, might be led to guess, merely from the light of his natural reason, that that singular people are preserved for some great purpose in the world. There is a singular fitness in the Jew to be the missionary of the world. They have not that peculiar attachment to home and country which we have. They feel that they are outcasts in every land. They are also inured to every clime; they are to be found amid the snows of Russia and beneath the burning sun of Hindostan. They are also in some measure acquainted with all the languages of the world, and yet have one common language -the holy tongue -in which to communicate with one another. All these things must, I should think, suggest themselves to every intelligent traveller as he passes through other lands. But what says the Word of God?

Zechariah viii., 13. -”It shall come to pass, that as ye were a curse among the heathen, O house of Judah and house of Israel; so will I save you, and he shall be a blessing.” To this day they are a curse among the nations, by their unbelief; by their covetousness; but the time is coming when they shall be as great a blessing as they have been a curse.

Micah v., 7. -”And the remnant of Jacob shall be in the midst of many people as a dew from the Lord, as the showers upon the grass, that tarrieth not for man, nor waiteth for the sons of men.” Just as we have found, among the parched hills of Jadah, that the evening dew, coming silently down, gave life to every plant, making the grass to spring, and the flowers to put forth their sweetest fragrance, so shall converted Israel be when they come as dew upon a dead dry world.

Zech. viii., 23. -”In those days it shall come to pass, that ten men shall take hold, out of all languages of the nations, even shall take hold of the skirt of him that is a Jew, saying, We will go with you; for we have heard that God is with you.” This never has been fulfilled; but as the Word of God is true, this is true. Perhaps some one may say. If the Jews are to be the great missionaries of the world, let us send missions to them only. We have got a new light let us call back our missionaries from India. They are wasting their precious lives there in doing what the Jews are to accomplish. I grieve to think that any lover of Israel should so far pervert the truth, as to argue in this way. The Bible does not say that we are to preach only to the Jew, but to the Jew first. “Go and preach the gospel to all nations,” said the Saviour. Let us obey his Word like little children. The Lord speed our beloved missionaries in that burning clime. The Lord give them good success, and never let one withering doubt cross their pure minds as to their glorious field of labor. All that we plead for is, that, in sending our missionaries to the heathen, we may not forget to begin at Jerusalem. If Paul be sent to the Gentiles, let Peter be sent to the twelve tribes that are scattered abroad; and let not a by-corner in your hearts be given to this cause -let it not be an appendix to the other doings of our Church, but rather let there be written on the very front of your hearts, and on the banner of our beloved Church, ” To the Jew first,” and “Beginning at Jerusalem.”

Lastly, Because there is a great reward. Blessed is he that blesseth thee; cursed is he that curseth thee. Pray for the peace of Jerusalem; they shall prosper that love her. We have felt this in our own souls. In going from country to country, we felt that there was one before us preparing our way. Though we have had perils in the waters and perils in the wilderness, perils from sickness, and perils from the heathen, still from all the Lord has delivered us; and if it shall please God to restore our revered companions in this mission, in peace and safety to their anxious families,*(Drs. Black and Keith were at this time still detained by sickness abroad) we shall then have good reason to say, that in keeping his commandment there is great reward.

But your souls shall be enriched also, and our Church, too, if this cause find its right place in your affections. It was well said by one who has a deep place in your affections, and who is now on his way to India, that our Church must not only be evangelical, but evangelistic also, if she would expect the blessing of God. She must not only have the light, but dispense it also, if she is to be continued as a steward of God. May I not take the liberty of adding to this striking declaration, that we must not only be evangelistic, but evangelistic as God would have us to be -not only dispense the light on every hand, but dispense it first to the Jew.

Then shall God revive his work in the midst of the years. Our whole land shall be refreshed as Kilsyth has been. The cobwebs of controversy shall be swept out of our sanctuaries, the jarrings and jealousies of our Church be turned into the harmony of praise, and our own souls become like a well-watered garden.

(Preached Nov. 17, 1839, after returning from the Mission to the Jews.)

The Sermons of Rev. Robert Murray M’Cheyne - Sermon XXIV.

THE VOICE OF MY BELOVED.*

(* August 14, 1836, when he preached as candidate -the first day he preached in St. Peter’s)

“The voice of my beloved! behold he cometh leaping upon the mountains, skipping upon the hills. My beloved is like a roe, or a young hart: behold he standeth behind our wall, he looketh forth at the windows, showing himself through the lattice. My beloved spake, and said unto me, Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away. For, lo, the winter is past, the rain is over and gone; the flowers appear on the earth; the time of the singing of birds is come, and the voice of the turtle is heard in our land; the fig-tree putteth forth her green figs, and the vines with the tender grape give a good smell. Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away. O my dove, that art in the clefts of the rock, in the secret places of the stairs, let me see thy countenance, let me hear thy voice; for sweet is thy voice, and thy countenance is comely. Take us the foxes, the little foxes, that spoil the vines; for our vines have tender grapes. My beloved is mine, and I am his; he feedeth among the lilies. Until the day break, and the shadows flee away, turn, my beloved, and be thou like a roe, or a young hart, upon the mountains of Bether.” -Song of Solomon ii., 8-17.

THERE is no book of the Bible which affords a better test of the depth of a man’s Christianity than the Song of Solomon. (1.) If a man’s religion be all in his head -a well set form of doctrines, built like mason work, stone above stone -but exercising no influence upon his heart, this book cannot but offend him; for there are no stiff statements of doctrine here upon which his heartless religion may be built. (2.) Or, if a man’s religion be all in his fancy -if, like Pliable in the Pilgrim’s Progress, he be taken with the outward beauty of Christianity -if, like the seed sown upon the rocky ground, his religion is fixed only in the surface faculties of the mind, while the heart remains rocky and unmoved -though he will relish this book much more than the first man, still there is a mysterious breathing of intimate affection in it, which cannot but stumble and offend him. (3.) But if a man’s religion be heart religion -if he hath not only doctrines in his hsad, but love to Jesus in his heart -if he hath not only heard and read of the Lord Jesus, but hath felt his need of him, and been brought to cleave unto him, as the chiefest among ten thousand, and the altogether lovely, then this book will be inestimably precious to his soul; for it contains the tenderest breathings of the believer’s heart toward the Saviour, and the tenderest breathings of the Saviour’s heart again towards the believer.

It is agreed among the best interpreters of this book -(1.) That it consists not of one song, but of many songs; (2.) That these songs are in a dramatic form; and (3.) That, like the parables of Christ, they contain a spiritual meaning, under the dress and ornaments of some poetical incident.

The passage which I have read forms one of these dramatical songs, and the subject of it is, a sudden visit which an Eastern bride receives from her absent lord. The bride is represented to us as sitting lonely and desolate in a kiosk, or Eastern arbor, a place of safety and of retirement in the gardens of the East, described by modern travellers as “an arbor surrounded by a green wall, covered with vines and jessamines, with windows of lattice work.”

The mountains of Bether (or, as it is on the margin, the mount; of division), the mountains that separate her from her beloved, appear almost impassable. They look so steep and craggy that she fears he will never be able to come over them to visit her anymore. Her garden possesses no loveliness to entice her to walk forth. All nature seems to partake in her sadness; winter reigns without and within; no flowers appear on the earth; all the singing birds appear to be sad and silent upon the trees; and the turtle’s voice of love is not heard in the land.

It is whilst she is sitting thus lonely and desolate that the voice of her beloved strikes upon her ear. Love is quick in hearing the voice that is loved; and, therefore, she hears sooner than all her maidens. and the song opens with her bursting exclamation, “The voice of my beloved!” When she sat in her solitude the mountains between her and her lord seemed nearly impassable, they were so lofty and so steep; but now she sees with what swiftness and ease he can come over these mountains, so that she can compare him to nothing else but the gazelle, or the young hart, the loveliest and swiftest creatures of the mountains. “My beloved is like a roe, or a young hart.” Yea, while she is speaking, already he his arrived at the garden wall, and now, behold “he looketh in at the window, showing himself through the lattice.” The bride next relates to us the gentle invitation, which seems to have been the song of her beloved as he came so swiftly over the mountains. While she sat alone all nature seemed dead -winter reigned; but now he tells her that he has brought the spring-time along with him. “Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away. For lo, the winter is past, the rain is over and gone; the flowers appear on the earth; the time of the singing birds is come, and the voice of the turtle is heard in our land. The fig tree putteth forth her green figs, and the vines with the tender grape give a good smell. Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away.” Moved by this pressing invitation, she comes forth from her place of retirement into the presence of her lord, and clings to him like the timorous dove to the clefts of the rock; and then he addresses her in these words of tenderest and most delicate affection, “O my dove, that art in the clefts of the rock, in the secret places of the precipice, let me see thy countenance, let me hear thy voice; for sweet is thy voice, and thy countenance is comely.” Joyfully agreeing to go forth with her lord, she yet remembers that this is the season of greatest danger to her vines, from the foxes which gnaw the bark of the vines; and, therefore, she will not go forth without leaving this command of caution to her maidens, “Take us the foxes, the little foxes, that spoil the vines, for our vines have tender grapes.” She then renews the covenant of her espousals with her beloved, in these words of appropriating affection: “My beloved is mine, and I am his; let him feed among the lilies.” And last of all, because she knows that this season of intimate communion will not last, since her beloved must hurry away again over the mountains, she will not suffer him to depart without beseeching him that he will often renew these visits of love, till that happy day dawn when they shall not need to be separated any more -”Until the day break, and the shadows flee away, turn, my beloved, and be thou like a roe or a young hart, upon the mountains of Bether.”

We might well challenge the whole world of genius to produce in any language a poem such as this, so short, so comprehensive, so delicately beautiful. But, what is far more to our present purpose, there is no part of the Bible which opens up more beautifully some of the innermost experience of the believer’s heart.

Let us now, then, look at the parable as a description of one of those visits which the Saviour often pays to believing souls, when he manifests himself unto them in that other way than he doeth unto the world.

1 . When Christ is away from the soul of the believer, he sits alone. -We saw in the parable, that, when her Lord was away, the bride sat lonely and desolate. She did not call for the young and the gay to cheer her solitary hours. She did not call for the harp of the minstrel to soothe her in her solitude. There was no pip, nor tabret, nor wine at her feasts. No, she sat alone. The mountains seemed all but impassable. All nature partook of her sadness. If she could not be glad in the light of the Lord’s countenance, she was resolved to be glad in nothing else. She sat lonely and desolate. Just so it is with the true believer in Jesus. Whatever be the mountains of Bether that have come between his soul and Christ; whether he hath been seduced into his old sins, so that “his iniquities have separated again between him and his God, and his sins have hid his face from him, that he will not hear;” or whether the Saviour hath withdrawn for a season the comfortable light of his presence for the mere trial of his servant’s faith, to see if, when he “walketh in darkness and hath no light, he will still trust in the name of the Lord, and stay himself upon his God;” whatever the mountains of separation be, it is the sure mark of the believer that he sits desolate and alone. He cannot laugh away his heavy care, as worldly men can do. He cannot drown it in the bowl of intemperance, as poor blinded men can do. Even the innocent intercourse of human friendship brings no balm to his wound, nay, even fellowship with the children of God is now distasteful to his soul. He cannot enjoy what he enjoyed before, when they that feared the Lord spake often one to another. The mountains between him and the Saviour seem so vast and impassable that he fears he will never visit him more. All nature partakes of his sadness -winter reigns without and within. He sits alone, and is desolate. Being afflicted, he prays; and the burden of his prayer is the same with that of an ancient believer -”Lord, if I may not be made glad with the light of thy countenance, grant that I may be made glad with nothing else; for joy without thee is death.”

Ah! my friends, do you know anything of this sorrow? Do you know what it is thus to sit alone and be desolate, because Jesus is out of view? If you do, then rejoice, if it be possible, even in the midst of your sadness; for this very sadness is one of the marks that you are a believer; that you find all your peace and all your joy in union with the Saviour.

But ah! how contrary is the way with most of you? You know nothing of this sadness. Yes. perhaps you make a mock at it. You can be happy and contented with the world, though you have never got a sight of Jesus. You can be merry with your companions, though the blood of Jesus has never whispered peace to your soul. Ah! how plain that you are hastening on to the place where “there is no peace, saith my God to the wicked!”

II. Christ’s coming to the desolate believer is often sudden and wonderful. -We saw in the parable, that it was when the bride was sitting lonely and desolate that she heard suddenly the voice of her lord. Love is quick in hearing; and she cries out, “the voice of my beloved!” Before, she thought the mountains all but impassable; but now she can compare his swiftness to nothing but that of the gazelle or the young hart. Yea, whilst she speaks, he is at the wall, at the window, showing himself through the lattice. Just so is it oftentimes with the believer. Whilst he sits alone and desolate, the mountains of separation appear a vast and impassable barrier to the Saviour, and he fears he may never come again. The mountains of a believer’s provocations are often very great. “That I should have sinned again, who have been washed in the blood of Jesus. It is little that other men should sin against him; they never knew him, never loved him as I have done. Surely I am the chief of sinners, and have sinned away my Saviour. The mountain of my provocations hath grown up to heaven, and he never can come over it anymore.” Thus it is that the believer writes bitter things against himself; and then it is that oftentimes he hears the voice of his beloved. Some text of the Word, or some word from a Christian friend, or some part of a sermon, again reveals Jesus in all his fulness, the Saviour of sinners, even the chief. Or it may be that he makes himself known to the disconsolate soul in the breaking of bread, and when he speaks the gentle words -”This is my body broken for you; this cup is the New Testament in my biood shed for the remission of the sins of many; drink ye all of it:” then he cannot but cry out, “The voice of my beloved; behold he cometh leaping upon the mountains, skipping upon the hills.”

Ah my friends, do you know anything of this joyful surprise? If you do, why should you ever sit down despairingly, as if the Lord’s hand were shortened at all that he cannot save, or as if his ear were grown heavy that he cannot hear? In the darkest hour say, “Why art thou cast down, O my soul? and why art thou disquieted within me? Still trust in God, for I shall yet praise him, who is the health of my countenance, and my God.” Come expectingly to the word. Do not come with that listless indifference as if nothing that a fellow-worm can say were worth your hearing. It is not the word of man, but the word of the living God. Come with large expectations, and then you will find the promise true, that he filleth the hungry with good things, though he sends the rich empty away.

III. Christ’s coming changes all things to the believer, and his love is more tender than ever. -We saw in the parable that when the bride sat desolate and alone, all nature was steeped in sadness. Her garden possessed no charms to draw her forth, for winter reigned without and within. But when her Lord came so swiftly over the mountains, he brought the spring along with him. All nature is changed as he advances, and his invitation is, “For the winter is past, the rain is over and gone; arise, my love, my fair one, and come away.” Just so it is with the believer when Christ is away; all is winter to the soul. But when he comes again over the mountains of provocation, he brings a gladsome spring-time along with him. When that Sun of Righteousness arises afresh upon the soul, not only do his gladdening rays fall upon the believer’s soul, but all nature rejoices in his joy. The mountains and hills burst forth before him into singing, and all the trees of the field clap their hands. It is like a change of season to the soul. It is like that sudden change from the pouring rains of a dreary winter to the full blushing spring, which is so peculiar to the climes of the Sun.

The world of nature
is all changed. Instead of the thorn comes up the fig tree, and instead of the brier comes up the myrtle tree. Every tree and field possesses a new beauty to the happy soul. The world of grace is all changed. The Bible was all dry and meaningless before; now what a flood of light is poured over its pages! how full how fresh, how rich in meaning, how its simplest phrases touch the heart! The house of prayer was all sad and dreary before, its services were dry and unsatisfactory; but now when the believer sees the Saviour, as he hath seen him heretofore within his holy place, his cry is -”How amiable are thy tabernacles. Lord of Hosts; a day in thy courts is better than a thousand.” The garden of the Lord was all sad and cheerless before; now tenderness towards the unconverted springs up afresh, and love to the people of God burns in the bosom; then they that fear the Lord speak often one to another. The time of singing the praises of Jesus is come, and the turtle voice of love to Jesus is once more heard in the land; the lord’s vine flourishes, and the pomegranate buds, and Christ’s voice to the soul is, “Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away.”

As the timorous dove pursued by the vulture, and well nigh made a prey, with fluttering anxious wing, hides itself deeper than ever in the clefts of the rock, and in the secret place of the precipice, so the backslidden believer whom Satan has desired to have that he might sift him as wheat, when he is restored once more to the all-gracious presence of his Lord, clings to him with fluttering, anxious faith, and hides himself deeper than ever in the wounds of his Saviour. Thus it was that the fallen Peter, when he had so grievously denied his Lord, yet when brought again within sight of the Saviour standing upon the shore, was the only one of the disciples who girt his fisher’s coat unto him and cast himself into the sea to swim to Jesus; and just as that backslidden apostle, when again he had hidden himself in the clefts of the Rock of Ages, found that the love of Jesus was more tender towards him than ever, when he began that conversation which, more than all others in the Bible, combines the kindest of reproofs with the kindest of encouragements, “Simon, son of Jonas, lovest thou me more than these?” just so does every backslidden believer find, that when again he is hidden in the freshly opened wounds of his Lord, the fountain of his love begins to flow afresh, and the stream of kindness and affection is fuller and more overflowing than ever, for his word is. “Oh, my dove, that art in the clefts of the rock, in the secret places of the precipice, let me see thy countenance, let me hear thy voice; for sweet is thy voice and thy countenance is comely.”

Ah, my friends, do you know anything of this? Have you ever experienced such a coming of Jesus over the mountain of your provocations as made a change of season to your soul? and have you, backslidden believer, found, when you hid yourself again deeper than ever in the clefts of the rock, like Peter girding his fisher’s coat unto him and casting himself into the sea, have you found his love tenderer than ever to your soul? Then should not this teach you quick repentance when you have fallen? Why keep one moment away from the Saviour? Are you waiting till you wipe away the stain from your garments? Alas! what will wipe it off, but the blood you are despising? Are you waiting till you make yourself worthier of the Saviour’s favor? Alas! though you wait till all eternity, you can never make yourself worthier. Your sin and misery are your only plea. Come, and you will find with what tenderness he will heal your backslidlngs, and love you freely; and say, “Oh, my dove,” &c.

IV. I observe the threefold disposition of fear, love, and hope, which this visit of the Saviour stirs up in the believer’s bosom. These three form, as it were, a cord in the restored believer’s bosom, and a threefold cord is not easily broken.

1. First of all, there is fear. -As the bride in the parable would not go forth to enjoy the society of her lord, without leaving the command behind to her maidens to take the foxes, the little foxes, that spoil the vines, so does every believer know and feel that the time of closest communion is also the time of greatest danger. It was when the Saviour had been baptized, and the Holy Ghost, like a dove, had descended upon him, and a voice saying, “This is my beloved Son, in whom I am well pleased,” -it was then that he was driven into the wilderness to be tempted of the devil; and just so it is when the soul is receiving its highest privileges and comforts, that Satan and his ministers are nearest, the foxes, the little foxes, that spoil the vines. 1. Spiritual pride is near. When the soul is hiding in the wounds of the Saviour, and receiving great tokens of his love, then the heart begins to say, Surely I am somebody, how far I am above the everyday run of believers. This is one of the little foxes that eats out the life of vital godliness. 2. There is making a Christ of your comforts, looking to them, and not to Christ, leaning upon them, and not upon your beloved. This is another of the little foxes. 3. There is the false notion that now you must surely be above sinning, and above the power of temptation, now you can resist all enemies. This is the pride that goes before a fail; another of the foxes, the little foxes, that spoil the vines. Never forget, I beseech you, that fear is a sure mark of a believer. Even when you feel that it is God that worketh in you, still the word saith, work out your salvation with fear and trembling; even when your joy is overflowing, still remember it is written, “rejoice with trembling;” and again, “be not high-minded, but fear.” Remember the caution of the bride, and say, “Take us the foxes, the little foxes, that spoil the vines, for our vines have tender grapes.”

2. But if cautious fear be a mark of a believer in such a season, still more is appropriating love. When Christ comes anew over mountains of provocation, and reveals himself to the soul free and full as ever, in another way than he doth unto the world, then the soul can say. “My beloved is mine, and I am his.” I do not say that the believer can use these words at all seasons. In times of darkness and in times of sinfulness the reality of a believer’s faith is to be measured rather by his sadness than by his confidence. But I do say, that, in seasons when Christ reveals himself afresh to the soul, shining out like the sun, from behind a cloud, with the beams of sovereign, unmerited love; then no other words will satisfy the true believer but these, “My beloved is mine, and I am his.” The soul sees Jesus to be so free a Saviour; so anxious that all should come to him and have life; stretching out his hands all the day; having no pleasure in the death of the wicked;  pleading with men, “Turn ye, turn ye, why will ye die?” The soul sees Jesus to be so fitting a Saviour; the very covering which the soul requires. When first he hid himself in Jesus, he found him suitable to all his need; the shadow of a great rock in a weary land. But now he finds out a new fitness in the Saviour, as Peter did when he girt his fisher’s coat unto him, and cast himself into the sea. He finds that he is a fitting Saviour for the backslidden believer; that his blood can blot out even the stains of him who, having eaten bread with him, has yet lifted up the heel against him. The soul sees Jesus to be so full a Saviour; giving to the sinner not only pardons, but overflowing, immeasurable pardons; giving not only righteousness, but a righteousness that is more than mortal, for it is all divine; giving not only the Spirit, but pouring water on him that is thirsty, and floods upon the dry ground. The soul sees all this in Jesus, and cannot but choose him and delight in him with a new and appropriating love, saying, “My beloved is mine” And if any man ask, How darest thou, sinful worm, to call that divine Saviour thine? the answer is here. For I am his: He chose me from all eternity, else I never would have chosen him. He shed his blood for me, else I never would have shed a tear for him. He cried after me, else I never would have breathed after him. He sought after me, else I never would have sought after him. He hath loved me, therefore I love him. He hath chosen me, therefore I evermore choose him. “My beloved is mine. and I am his”

3. But, lastly, if love be a mark of the true believer at such a season, so also is prayerful hope. It was the saying of a true believer in an hour of high and wonderful communion with Jesus, “Lord, it is good for us to be here.” My friend, you are no believer if Jesus hath never manifested himself to your soul in your secret devotions, in the house of prayer, or in the breaking of bread, in so sweet and overpowering a manner, that you have cried out, “Lord, it is good for me to be here.”‘ But though it be good and very pleasant, like sunlight to the eyes, yet the Lord sees that it is not wisest and best always to be there. Peter must come down again from the mount of glory, and fight the good fight of faith amid the shame and contumely of a cold and scornful world. And so must every child of God. We are not yet in heaven, the place of open vision and unbroken enjoyment. This is earth, the place of faith, and patience, and heavenward-pointing hope. One great reason why close and intimate enjoyment of the Saviour may not be constantly realized in the believer’s breast is, to give room for hope, the third string that forms the threefold cord. Even the most enlightened believers are walking here in a darksome night, or twilight at most; and the visits of Jesus to the soul do but serve to make the surrounding darkness more visible. But the night is far spent, the day is at hand. The day of eternity is breaking in the east. The Sun of Righteousness is hasting to rise upon our world, and the shadows are preparing to flee away. Till then, the heart of every true believer, that knows the preciousness of close communion with the Saviour, breathes the earnest prayer, that Jesus would often come again, thus sweetly and suddenly, to lighten him in his darksome pilgrimage. Ah, yes, my friends, let every one, who loves the Lord Jesus in sincerity, join now in the blessed prayer of the bride -”Until the day break and the shadows flee away, turn, my beloved, and be thou like a roe or a young hart upon the mountains of Bether.”

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